I just experienced something surgical first time in my life. I had got stitches twice when I was a kid which I don’t remember at all. So today was the first time. The doctors removed my wisdom tooth.
The whole operation took only 10-15 minutes, but they were amazing. Everything was new to me. Even both the doctors could realize that it was my first experience. Yes, I was worried. Before the operation started, I had thought it would be only a normal removal but then I came to know that it was not. One of the doctors gave anaesthesia at several places near the wisdom tooth. That hurt a bit. After that I the other doctor gently applied some gel or something on that area. There started the pain. But after 3-4 minutes it went off. My mouth is very small and it can’t open wide enough so that they can put their hands and all that equipments inside. He kept telling me to open it wider and wider. Oh my god! It is very difficult to keep your mouth wide open for long. Thanks to that suction equipment which helped me a lot! The moment when he removed the tooth was bit scary. But as that part of my mouth had lost all the senses, I didn’t feel it. After that the stitching started. Doctor told me to close my eyes. But I happened to see something ugly which he put in my mouth. Then I didn’t open my eyes again. While he was putting stitches, once I could not control myself and wanted to either swallow or spit. And the needle was midway in. He didn’t allow me to move, and I had to control myself. That moment was bit weird. And then it was finished. Huh!
Immediately he told me that I should not spit for next 24 hours. Oh my God! You have cotton in your mouth and you are not allowed to spit. The feeling of it made me crazy for few seconds, but what was I going to do? After 5 minutes I came out of everything and became normal. Now I’m carrying cotton and the portion of mouth has started getting senses again. I wanted to write this post before I get the senses back. I don’t know what is going to happen in next 5-6 days. I need to hold this pain. Yes with the help of some pain killers which are so powerful that they drag out all the energy out of me. Nice! Today, I’m keeping oath of silence; apparently though. ;)
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
As I was going through all the old posts of mine.. my quality of writing has been worsened instead of improving. It is not about language but about the topics I write. Older posts were the thoughts which directly came from heart. It is not that I don’t write now what my heart says. Probably I don’t write most of it. I start writing and then I realize – what rubbish I’m writing and leave it. Even this post I was bored of writing at this sentence. I was going to leave this too. But for a change I thought of keeping even if it sounds foolish.
Probably I need to respect my thoughts more whatever they are. But even it is true that when I respected all my weird thoughts and expressed them, people called me mad. I defended myself that time. But now I don’t feel to explain anything to anyone. I have accepted I think weird. I’m weird. But I don’t want to explain that even in weirdness I’m right.
The above part was written when I was in the mid of going through my all posts. Net was down. So I started writing. Then net was up and I went through all of them. And I’m writing this part after completing all. And then I realized even new posts are not bad. Or if they are bad, then old are bad too. So now there is not much change in me. I still respect my thoughts and express them though they are weird.
Sometimes we assume that we have changed. We are not as good as we were. But truth might be different. Reviewing the past might help. Blog is a nice way to keep your records and to review yourself.
Probably I need to respect my thoughts more whatever they are. But even it is true that when I respected all my weird thoughts and expressed them, people called me mad. I defended myself that time. But now I don’t feel to explain anything to anyone. I have accepted I think weird. I’m weird. But I don’t want to explain that even in weirdness I’m right.
The above part was written when I was in the mid of going through my all posts. Net was down. So I started writing. Then net was up and I went through all of them. And I’m writing this part after completing all. And then I realized even new posts are not bad. Or if they are bad, then old are bad too. So now there is not much change in me. I still respect my thoughts and express them though they are weird.
Sometimes we assume that we have changed. We are not as good as we were. But truth might be different. Reviewing the past might help. Blog is a nice way to keep your records and to review yourself.
I was going through all the posts of mine..
I found one I had written but didn’t post it. I don’t know why.
This phase is to teach me new lessons. Lessons are not easy. Fortunately or unfortunately they are related to people.
*Lesson no 1: Avoid emotional attachments with people.
Purpose:
To transform yourself from an emotional person to unemotional. In real words, Kill your emotions.
Reason:
They are going to hurt you in any way. So don't give them such chance to do so. ;)
Ways in which they will hurt you:
1)They won't live as per your expectations.
2)You won't be able to live as per their expectations. :D
3)You both will fulfill expectations of each other. But destiny will separate you. Thenga!! :P
And many more... (List will grow as you will get more experiences.;) ) (Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted. :P)
Conclusion:
Keep safe Distance.
*Lesson no 2: Forget the lesson number 1 when you are with your parents. :)
Purpose:
To make you love your parents more.
Reason:
They always live for you. Though you will feel them more interfering, they are just caring for you.
Ways in which they'll care for you:
1)They will ask you thousands of times, What are you doing my dear child? Have you had your lunch, dinner etc. Have some rest!! etc etc.
You get angry when they ask so. But if your friend asks you so (the one who is going to hurt you), you feel nice.
2)They allow you to ignore them. Still they ask you above questions.
3)Even if you hurt them at extreme level, they will come to you back asking above questions again.
Conclusion:
Respect your parents.
There was third lesson too which was again beautiful. But I don’t want people come with questions. :D
I found one I had written but didn’t post it. I don’t know why.
This phase is to teach me new lessons. Lessons are not easy. Fortunately or unfortunately they are related to people.
*Lesson no 1: Avoid emotional attachments with people.
Purpose:
To transform yourself from an emotional person to unemotional. In real words, Kill your emotions.
Reason:
They are going to hurt you in any way. So don't give them such chance to do so. ;)
Ways in which they will hurt you:
1)They won't live as per your expectations.
2)You won't be able to live as per their expectations. :D
3)You both will fulfill expectations of each other. But destiny will separate you. Thenga!! :P
And many more... (List will grow as you will get more experiences.;) ) (Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted. :P)
Conclusion:
Keep safe Distance.
*Lesson no 2: Forget the lesson number 1 when you are with your parents. :)
Purpose:
To make you love your parents more.
Reason:
They always live for you. Though you will feel them more interfering, they are just caring for you.
Ways in which they'll care for you:
1)They will ask you thousands of times, What are you doing my dear child? Have you had your lunch, dinner etc. Have some rest!! etc etc.
You get angry when they ask so. But if your friend asks you so (the one who is going to hurt you), you feel nice.
2)They allow you to ignore them. Still they ask you above questions.
3)Even if you hurt them at extreme level, they will come to you back asking above questions again.
Conclusion:
Respect your parents.
There was third lesson too which was again beautiful. But I don’t want people come with questions. :D
Sunday, March 14, 2010
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Thursday, March 11, 2010
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